LETHE
Give me the drink of the fluid
That disintegrates
And lend me the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong
Lethe, Lethe
Hold me near, unravel the stars
As I speed through the heavens
I speed through the night
For you are my blade and my rope
You are my, you are my
Lethe, you're are my
In currents of cobalt
You storm through my heart
To sever, to puncture
The memories that burn
Let sweep through the arteries
In sharp stabs of pain
Your talon like fingers to kill me again
In currents of cobalt
You storm through my heart
To sever, to puncture
The memories that burn
Let sweep through the arteries
In sharp stabs of pain
Your talon like fingers to kill me again
Steal me, invade me and charge me again
For I burn and I shudder
Burn with each movement of
So cleansed through a floodlight
I appear renewed and reforged
Caressed by the sweet balm and blessing
Of forgetfulness, empty and strong
Lethe
Hold me near, my one friend and guide
As I drown through your fingers
Drown through your love
For you are the life that I hate
You are my, you are my
Drag me down in passionate sighs
With the ocean above me
And flames in my eyes
And grant me a life I can live
Without
Take me away
Take me away
For the life that I hate
LOST TO APATHY
The unsaid tone of weak despair
Fail to resonate
Frayed ends of our binding
Threads will disintegrate
By laws our physiques state
Failure to communicate
None too sentient hear no,
See no works its magic against all function
Ongoing choices the trials will end
Filter the nonsense and laugh at what's left
Indecision&nonvision
Matters taken away
Look at the shell that is you
Empty, fragile, weak
Soon the battle is over
Lost to apathy
So overcome with pointless tears
To test pain receptors
Nothing matters ever here
Put up a nonreaction
These eyes will never see
Covered up from reality
The unknown world that you deny
No priority
Cannot fail if you never start
How predictable
I want to know where did it end
For madness to start
Always the skeptic and never be part
Introvertive&nondescriptive
It matters not
THERE IN
Gentle storm, thundering silence
Inferior force, uncontrolled calm
Vital unlike, logic, chaos, logic
The tone of which his birth ascend
The beat that of a heart descend
Repeating in the infinite
An insight made it clear
Order stormed the surface
Where chaos set the norm
Had there always been balance?
Surely not
Therein lies the beauty
It was solid
Yet everchanging
It was different
Yet the same
So I starve myself for energy
The song around his soul will bend
The notes that in this hole will melt
Crawl out of science
A dreamland if you dare
Disorder clawed the boundaries
We're ordered to stand clear
Was it always different
Never the same?
Therein lies the beauty
It was solid
Yet everchanging
It was different
Yet the same
So I starve myself for energy
As there were no witnesses
There was nothing to be told
As nothing could be grasped
The story could unfold
Superimposed on the elements of anger
Fear, anxiety, hate, despair, remorse
So break from all that fear, hold fast
Exposed, now turn to all you lack
Let echoes be the answers
Return from all the screams
Wordless now, the last attack
So silent, it hurts to listen
Was it always solid
To never change?
Therein lies the beauty
It was solid
Yet everchanging
It was different
Yet the same
So I starve myself for energy
MISERY'S CROWN
All that's now been broken
On streets I dare not walk
Freedom is an illusion
I build my fences high
If there was something out there
I have learned not to expect
There's a hundred million reasons
Not to care
Don't bring it, don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Don't bring it, don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear Misery's Crown
As always in this matters
You broke the deal of deals
And wasted what was given
To revel in your mess
I gave up all for nothing
I tried my best and failed
There's a thousand million reasons
Never to share again
This is how it all begins
This is how it all begins
Don't bring it, don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Don't bring it, don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
Wear Misery's Crown
This is how it all begins
Go now x3
Don't bring it, don't bring it
Don't bring your misery down on me
don't bring it, don't bring it
don't bring your misery down on me
wear Misery's Crown
STATIC
Nothing of a man was he
His true face of sleep, a deception
Fell through all the way to the bottom
Learned to hold
Again we vowed not to hold sacred
But to damn that hollow gaze
Unsteady on these shorelines
Mute to an un-thought scream
Another word fell silent
Like the static in their eyes
Against all fleeing logic
We let our minds go blank
Why define ourselves
By misguiding light?
How can we receive
The static in their eyes?
Each blink of light, an accuser
Each unlit shape, an assassin
Crawled the outer rim
With his back exposed
By the shadows unending
Fought off the stares
Again we vowed not to hold sacred
But to damn that hollow gaze
Unsteady on these shorelines
Mute to an un-thought scream
Another word fell silent
Like the static in their eyes
Against all fleeing logic
We let our minds go blank
Nullify the ego
Stay right back, stay right back
How can we receive
The static?
Fear that strangles spirit
Denial speaks the truth
Fear that strangles spirit
Crushes me and you
Wicked are the senses
Wicked are the words
Give me the static
Again we vowed not to hold sacred
But to damn that hollow gaze
Unsteady on these shorelines
Mute to an un-thought scream
Another word fell silent
Like the static in their eyes
Against all fleeing logic
We let our minds go blank
OF MELANCHOLY BURNING
Jackal, aches for pain beyond me
Bestiality beacons, the anger set free
For there is no pain greater than thine
For there is no gain but the fury inside
Desolated since derived
The torn screaming from the gaping wound
Always be cherished
The grandeur of melancholy
Outward reprisal
Swear by your throne
Fallen words shall grieve thee
The grandeur of melancholy
Frailty, thy name is weakness
Vengeance, thy name is pain
Storm through the still glowing night
Ember eyes beyond reason shall see
Beyond reason shall see
Flee from the safety of the sheltering sky
See all but logic, so vengeance shall be
I guess the grandeur of melancholy
Oh, burning, oh burning, ooh
Change into uncertainty's promised land
Always and never
Always and never, you are the nail
Oh, cursed, cursed
Oh, essence of the night guide me
Cursed, cursed
Oh, sweet revenge heal me
Frailty, thy name is weakness
Vengeance, thy name is pain, the nail
Jackal, aches for pain beyond me
The storm that now grabs me
Is the storm of my soul
For there is no pain greater than thine
For there is no gain but the fury inside
Once so bereaved
And ever so suppressed
Charge and split up the anger
Wake up the jackal, let out his wrath
Always and never, he spoke of his pain
Always and never, you are the nail
You are the nail
Always be cherished
The grandeur of melancholy
Always and never, you are the nail
You are the nail, you are the nail